"Suradęs savo dainą aš noriu ją pabaigt. Dieve, leisk pabaigt."

Just some words from "Suicide Dj's" song. They are very cute, but the main thing would be these words. The meaning would be something like: "When I have found my song, I wish to finish it. God, help me to finish it." It is about my life. Seriously. I try to work hard to change it, to make it better. It is so hard sometimes. And I feel guilty. But I keep trying and trying. Everyday. I do not want to remember my bad days anymore. Just to make them brighter to us. Oh.

And it still is about photography. There are so many things to learn. I do not like my photos. And the way I work. But I think I know the way to move. Just for now.

I am trying to reach the happy ending someday.